Being pregnant

Now the waiting begun. In a way I was glad because I knew the exact date now and was able to prepare for it.
Either that or dwell on it too much.

I was really starting to feel the effects of pregnancy now. My hormones were raging, my stomach was swollen, I felt unattractive, had major fatigue, nightime pees and even milking breasts.
This was so weird to me.

As time progressed, I thought about what was happening.
Mostly before bed time, and I'd be lying if I said I never cried about it.